High Scorer?

Morning Saturday!

finally a weekend..
been having quite a long week
time seems to drag haha

except tat lo hei does speed things up :D
the youngest in the dept does hath its "pros" of helping to clear up all the leftover food
and running errands.. haha
oh well, it's better than being forgotten right?

as reality starts to step in
I'm starting to consider again
not tat i hath any better alternative
but still

contemplating whether to be stuck in this system and cycle
where everyone just tries to repeat the formulaic way
of getting a high score in life?
following what others deems as experience / walkthrough
does it really serve the purpose of playing the game of life?
does it really mean success just by getting urself high up in the halls of fame
so tat in later years
u can proudly tell ur descendants tat ah gong got this and this
and then share with them the must go through path for inevitable success?

what's this
if a saggi enjoys freedom, then i'm clearly feeling the chains of rules and boundaries
encasing me in this prism where many hath come and gone down this path
only to achieve the so called success

am i one of them
one of the challengers who very seek to proclaim a high scorer
or am i one of the others
who seek to enjoy this game in the very class i choose
regardless that it may not be the strongest
i may not get the most gold
the boss fights are tougher
but at least
i'm me
and it feels tat i'm living
and not just following

and that's a challenge i guess.
and a decision i must make