如果有一天。。

what if one day..

i finally forgot how it feels like to be me

i no longer think the way i do
i no longer talk the way i do
when the dreams i been working towards
made me lose my way instead

what if..
all these
in the process of pursuing
i became so serious that i forgot how..

how..

these days the more i put myself in
the more serious i get
and the less i can get myself to laugh or even smile
knitted eyebrows and such

how..