Mood Swing

Just went back office again..
everything's still the same..
or everything's changed..

i feel as if i no longer belong there..
though..
i really miss the place so much..
esp the ppl..
feel so happy to see all of them again..
n yet..
feel uncomfortable facing them..
perhaps it's just me..
i dun really noe..

just..
feel very very tired..
tired of thinking..
tired of running away..

today's the first day i wanted to sleep at 8+ for a long long time..
when tmrw's no sch day for me..
n now got so many things for me to do..

now..
at this moment..
it doesn't matter at all..
nothing ever does.