The mind that keeps hope waiting

Got woken up by my dream
before my alarm rang..
mm..
just felt the urge to write in this early morning..

sometimes..
hope can be decimating too
if it was built up only
to be brought down
in a improper way..

it's scarily powerful the effect of a false hope..
that it fills up in u..
like a balloon blown up w a fast contracting air

like wat they say..
空欢喜一场
有期待=有失望

sometimes ppl
just dun like to wait..
w hope in their mind..
esp when it gets dashed.

hahaa

wat a dream

is surreal the right word to use here?