Wonder

Sometimes i feel..
i'm so lacking of something..
even though my days are always packed..
n i'm like always busy on the go..

there's this gaping hole tat nvr seems to fill up..
regardless of the stuff i do or learn..
it only helps to temporarily numb it..

am i still insufficient
or shd i say..
living in a dream still..

where do my adventures everyday lead me to..
n tat i wonder..
again n again