First paper of the 4th year

the mind is weak today..
tot forensic shd be easy..
but it wasn't so..
unexpected questions came out
n my will wasn't ready..

more so..
i was ready n tempted to take the easy way out

to just give up and leave the exam hall
since i nvr saw the questions before
n had no idea how to do..

where's the TL tat wun give up..
n wld hang in there..

try all his strength to make every word count..
or at least die trying..

weak weak weak..
i just hesitate n withdraw from making an effort
unwilling..
wake up wake up

原来为了避免我
沉沦
老天早就在沉沦中，
给了个方向
东。