Friday, February 08, 2008

Happy Chinese New Year 2008!

Chinese New Year
just popped into chu yi in a flash..
albeit fast to react..

hmm..
as always, it feels as if..
the mood of cny seems to be slipping away so fast
as we grow older,
it just doesn't seem to be the same as it was
things appear to us in a different light..
and as we grow older..
the word tiring does come into play
a whole day of bai nian wears us up quite a bit..
and yet.. how much can we take before we say
tat's enough..

hmm
this year nvr saw 2nd,3rd and 4th uncle's family
4th uncle they all went to batam for cny..
then my mother was suggesting we go bi nian as well..
wat came into my head immediately was..
there isn't much more years we all can bai nian tgt..
and the feel and cohesion of all of us may just dull with time..

today, also saw my parents taking photos w the other bo bo and bo mus..
and i was laughing until i almost rolled on the floor
when i saw them bai poses for the camera..
hahaa.. young at heart my parents are..

but at the same time,
this chord is struck in me...
how long more can we all stay like this

family..
this concept, this feeling
we must upkeep it..
and strengthen it..
must

i'm afraid..
honestly..
of losing it all of a sudden

to think this fear is so strong suddenly..

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