Last Hurdle and it's holding me stiff

Honestly i feel fear creeping all over me..
and it's hard to keep those expectations from leering over me..

didn't expect the last 2 days to be tat uncomfortable
n pent up..

the demo part i needed to redo
isn't in the state of working n it takes super lotsa time to edit..

how.. am i going to get niam on monday again..
tat previous criticism shook me up pretty bad..
am i just not good enough..

and the slides..
how come i just can't the feel out..

it all feels wrong..

go away negative feelings
go away..

come back lady luck..
come back

low morale