Striking thoughts

Went past the old rv today.. on the nostalgic bus ride after course
Familiarity of the past strikes me hard..
flashes of scenery rigs up the dusty memories i had..

ya..
Time flies.. and ten years hath passed i guess
things hath changed..
structures hath changed
buildings and the gates we used to see..
are all different now..
wat's remaining is the reservoir tat still oversees the sch site..
and it doesn't feel the same..

though you say places may change but our memories remain..
there's still tat tinge of melodrama tat lingers
can't help but say.. i suddenly miss those days..
though it's getting a bit blurry..

during the course today,
a course fren was telling me she chose her job
cos she thinks programming is interesting
and it kinda shook me a bit..
wat i like and wat i used to like..
i couldn't answer tat question if she asked me..
other than those standard answers i'm so used to
answering in formality and as a habit
hath i grown used to answering as a matter of fact
things tat shd be politically justifiable?

if i chose my path cos i wanted exposure..
then where am i going to end up in 5 years time
where do i really want to be..
i'm still trying to find tat answer

after laughter wat's left
laughed kinda hard today during meet up w wq, feng jie n ah boy
it's been rather long since i saw them
haha.. and it was a rather extensive exercise for the laughing muscles

and then..
the emptiness seeps in when everything's over..
i'm filling my days up and yet..
this hollowness doesn't seem to get filled up..