CNY soon

it almost felt like today's chinese new year le.
and mr time sorta lost his way..

the busy period these days with the cny clothes shopping
wore me out quite a bit..
i'm still not getting the hang of shopping for stuff..
and having lotsa huamans moving around
getting me all confused..

solitude i like
and yet.. i can't stand it..
makes me feel so aimless
ar.. how do i put it..
trying not to fan anyone..
and yet.. trying not to remember anyone or anything too much

i'm frankly unsure of myself
wat sides do i hath..
a one sided, two sided..
or like a multi facade one.

haha.. rambling hor..
i don't understand.
do you?