A Reminder

Been hearing and thinking
and i guess i need to put this as a constant reminder
a reminder to myself
for i tend to wallow in the same mud pool
that a lot of others apparently do too

how often do we wallow in this pool of self pity
and also sorrow and loneliness
that we seem to be the most forgotten person on earth
how often

hmm..
i do that often
haha.. actually all the time
i tend to look back all the time
and say..
why
why aren't things the same anymore
and when people dun contact me
and when my day dun go as planned
i ask.. y

hmm..
for me i guess
it's a bit of self dramatization
loneliness becomes part of tat drama in life
and a little loneliness
i will probably exaggerate it to bigger proportions
by taking courses/choices tat dun alleviate the situation
a little bu ru yi
i probably add more bu ru yi to myself
by refusing to think about how

it's like
being so busy tat i miss lunch hour
i will just keep my stomach empty
and at the end of the day
lament tat the day's been so busy to me tat
i dun have time to fill my stomach

when simply it's a choice tat i made
tat even if i miss the lunch hour, i can probably grab a sandwich
so i wun be tat badly famished
i probably can do something abt tat growling stomach
somehow or another
i dun need to make my day worser that it already has been

but often, we dun
we like to appear in the worst of cases
when we dun need to be

hmm..
instead of thinking y
probably a good way will be to think of how

focusing on the problem
and having the mindset tat negates positivity
turns the tide away
and probably ppl around u as well

y not smile
and make some changes

probably a little change can make the bad day better
and a bit more
can make the normal day good

if life's about perspective
changing the outlook changes the outlook

help others and help yourself
help yourself and help others too

*di*
reminder set.