Tuesday, April 07, 2009

It's a Draw

First MC for the fy
didn't sleep well for the past weekend
rushing the drawing
which i hope will sorta meet big boss expectations
and also be the way i like it to be

not that he seems impressed now
but i hand drew most of the pictures with powerpoint
and yeah..
an accomplishment for me no matter how it turns out

idealistic
maybe..
i like ppl to like the things i like
especially if i made them
things like drawing and cards

it has got to have a spirit
a sense of living in it
and to me
tat's how i see things

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Been seriously contemplating where to go from here on
feels as if i'm stuck in this production line
this factory
working to check in and check out time
and products to earn money

working to live
working to satisfy monetary rewards

but wat goes from here on
do i want be the same as the norm

study hard
-> go into good company
-> work hard and aim for promotion
-> rise above the ranks

call me unrealistic
i can't picture myself yet
doing things i can do well
but which i have limited interest in
many years down the road
will i be blindly trying to better myself
so that i can be "better"?

What's the point of all these?
What's the point?

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

hei buddy!

i guess, tat is the fault of the society now.. study hard, get good job, work hard, promotion, earn big money..

cheer up!! things will only get better.. there is always sunshine after a heavey rain, and if you lucky a beautiful rainbow..

my advice, just follow your heart.. sometimes we do things correctly, sometimes we make mistake.. most importantly is we dont regret every decision we make.. even if it is a mistake, we learn something from it, is a good mistake, at least we wont regret making tat mistake..

cheers.. and get well soon!!

Huan

yongx said...

i think if you're thinking about this right now, u're not liking ur job!! come on, join me in my search for new jobs ;)

do something u like, or get a good rest first before u pia!

take care~

Anonymous said...

haha the point.. is to be happy.

junior~~

Ah ThOnGz said...

thanks huan, yx and junior :)

huan : trying to get well. think the illness will reach its worse and rebound to the healthy stage. so hanging on there! agree, must follow wat we like and no matter wat happens, learn from the experience, but i guess sometimes the mind abstracts itself a bit too much on wat's to follow... mm

yx : haha.. i need a good rest to recover first!

junior : haha.. yeah.. if u're not happy, i guess it doesn't matter if u have everything. hmm but wat comes first, happiness or anything?

yongx said...

happiness for the win!