Thursday, May 28, 2009

Helplessness

getting helplessness these days

the feeling of helplessness gets back on me
especially these few days rushing the slides
and the communication stuff

feels like nothing's ever enough
especially by my standards
keep trying to change
and the bosses too

but i dun seem to reach even a standard i'm happy with
feeling powerless to keep going
and yet
i needa rush it out by tmrw

tired
so reminds me of my final day of rushing my fyp report
where i was still making heavy changes
and i kept doing without sleeping
to rush out

hmm
am i being too hard on myself
but i can't just anyhow do something out

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