Phases of Life

Just back from a funeral
Passing of loved ones have come close

and it's striking me in my tots again
as i look around
things are changing
as days elapse
we change and move to new phases

evident from close frens getting married
evident from immediate family of close frens passing away

the age of independence
the age where vehement denial about aging no longer works
in a sense
the age where the outlook of the world gets unavoidably tilted

and you begin to see and feel things
things that are taken for granted
things that are precious
and yet at the same time
it's still so vague
grasping it feels like a whiff of the air w nothing but bare hands

hmm
not sure wat to make of these tots
but just wanted to share
haha

tat aside
to reaffirm wat i want to be
who i want to be

i want to be someone who can bring happiness and laughter
and xing fu from the heart

yeah.. as blurry a notion this can be
it's something i wanna do
keep tat in mind TL

thanks for all those who have been supporting me
throughout my bouts of low, high
hard-to-understand moments
and just being there, listening
thanks a lot!

time for bed. nitez!