2009

i tried writing a resolution for 2010
and it so happens
i couldn't much grab anything from the recesses of my memories
and hence
the journey back
literally into all of 2009's blog entries

surprisingly and shockingly
it felt as if i'm invading on the privacy of
another's blog
strange and foreign
and very peeping tomish.. haha

seriously,
was that really me
cos wat filled me up was
this sudden sense of unfamilarity
this taste of isolation from myself

peculiar indeed

so this shd imply that..
my first step in this 2010
hasn't been one that i hope
or set out to be on 2009

and it so seems
in the blink of an eye

i sorta split into the multifacaded personality
the past me once speculated of
and then
divided into fragments
into parallel dimensions

so..
i'm not me
and he's not I?

interesting..

think i need to sleep over my thoughts
and regroup myself
hey u hey u over there
all TLs pls return.
yawn
nitez

-to be continued-