Fastest Reply

Drafted an email and proposal to XXX last nite,
hoping to get their grant..
did until ard 2+am then send out..
n this morning the reply came at 850am!
imagine u start work at 830, the person in charge only looked at it
n replied the rejection.. so fast!
in 20mins!!

tat quite spoiled my day.. considering i put in more time than the person took to reject..
grr n i was practically forcing myself to stay awake
so i could look through n pick out important details to include..

haha.. for those who asked me why i was disheartened in the morning,
tat's part of the reason..

feel as if life's weighing me down quite a bit lately..
i'm tired.. physically..
n mentally wearing out..
esp when i like to single task n focus
n yet my tots are always preoccupied..

fyp selection, sponsorship, direction in my attachment work..

i feel like i'm heading no where..
drifting in the ocean..
just holding on to wat wreckage i hath..
hoping to reach the shore..

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on a lighter note,
tasted some great food these two days..
yesterday was cha shao shao rou fan from queensway hawker centre
and avocado milk shake for lunch!
saw mushroom egg at the hao dan stall.. i wan to eat! :D

today,
two different brands of cheesey hotdogs n buns for breakfast! :D
chicken murtabak n lime juice (ice blend) for lunch!
n lotsa kit kat for tea break.. mmm..
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ratings
food : ***
youyu : *****