All-in

All-in in the sense of the weary adjective
and all-in in the sense of submission of fyp draft report

the awake marathon again from yesterday morning to now..
feels like a programming language lab module repeat
*shudders*

was on the verge of giving up the whole of today..
cos my magic fingers simply refused to budge..
n my tots were like a pool of dead stones..
the same hurdle
the same chapter
was just stuck there..
since this morning..
for no reason..
i simply could not write any more..
and logic doesn't flow in me..
for some reason, tears did not abandon me
since it kept trying to wet my eyes..

so tired

though at least tonight's peaceful
am not satisfied w the report performance
i simply didn't even make sense of it
i wonder how the examiner and prof can

this just doesn't justify my effort in coding
the multiple nites i spend sleepless in jurong..
aye..
unjustified and yet i can do nothing to better the situation now

tired

at least was happy to be back in sch..
haven been back since i can't rem when..
saw quite a number of ppl in sch too..
like wattie, sa, ks, qi, connie, jun oh n ah hua at the interchange too..

hmm.. maybe it's time to get a good sleep
n hope everything turns out for the better..

all-in