Bits n pieces..

Bits n pieces of my feelings today..

Was on the bus home just now..
bu zhi bu jue thought of a fren whom i talk v little to nowadays..
n the days we used to spend together..
used to joke n tease n annoy her a lot.. haha..
just wanted to see her angry look.. n make her zhui wo ta..
haha..
really missed those days..
but i'm quite a failure at handling this friendship.. -_- haha..

Watched fruits basket at home..
the later part of the anime was abt momiji who was born as one of the accursed member of the zodiac family, turning into a rabbit whenever a girl hugged him..
his mother was traumatised n unable to accept this reality tat she gave birth to such a monster n slipped into depression n sorts..
in order to let her recover, the souma family whom momiji was from, erased her memory..
tat she ever had such a son..
now she remembers nothing of having a son before n treats momiji as just some kid from the souma family..
momiji who knew the truth..
could only watch his mother doing her stuff n treating him as some one else..
when he's really her son.. n holding the memories deep inside his heart..
living strongly with it..

if i was him, i wonder whether i will be able to accept this..
i doubt i ever could..
some one so dear.. to hath forgotten who he is..
n to live on with the fact tat she could nvr remember him le..
holding those bad memories of her getting traumatised n rejecting him cos of his special birth.. n to live strongly with it.. -_-

Pardon my whining..
just felt like it today..