So much to learn.. -_-

Today's quite a quiet day..
didn't do anything much..
just accompanied grandmother who came to visit my mum..
to shop for groceries..
aiyo..
found tat even i speak better dialect than some pple..
like the cashier at the new prime supermarket who can't even utter a word of it..
dunno how they explain to old pple ie. my grandma who only knew how to speak teochew..
pple nowadays.. *shrugs*

whiled my time away until the nite..
didn't even cook cos mother say buy back suan le..
she v tired..
then still dun fang xin me cooking alone..
cos my way of holding a knife is really like ****
haha.. so even dinner was bought back.. so sian..

at night..
a fren asked me abt things related to chalet..
frankly speaking..
i noe nuts abt booking n checking availability..
so gan pia.. help her check..

another friend msged to tell me abt the situation she's in..
all i could do was suggest out of this world ideas n solutions..
nothing tat could really help..

then another called to ask for help for his com..
n again.. i offered wat meagre solutions i hath..
but again.. didn't really solve the problem

realise i talk a lot..
but noe very little..
i whine a lot..
but do very little to change the situation..
i'm idealistic, seemingly optimistic
but not practical..

in this world..
so much things..
i hath taken for granted..
things tat are common..
things tat pass me by..
how often hath i stopped by to listen..
to observe..to understand.. n to think abt it..

guess tat i'm not tat optimistic after all..
wat i'm doing is just offer reasons for why things dun work out..
cos i cannot work out.. nor can i salvage the situation..
tat's not true optimism
but instead only escaping from the problem in the form of trying to be optimistic..

there is still so much to learn.. n it isn't on cooking alone..