Today's the start of me clearing leave.. a lot of gan chu.. =)
hm.. it's as if a part of me has been left behind..
no more morning wake up.. walk to work..
no more first break, second break thingy..
no more thinking wat i shd do..whether i shd join pple during lunch break..
no more pple waiting for me as i tu to go home after work.. =P
hm..
lots and lots of events.. n lots n lots of beautiful memories..
things tat would never hath happened..
feelings i would never hath felt..
if i was not working here in CPC..
if i didn't noe the pple i noe now..
glad i hath changed to the person i am now..
still changing though..
but glad that the friends i noe.. the ppl i meet..
hath brought me and shown me the path i shd go..
^_^ more outgoing now..
and more open and aboveboard..
more direct and more brave in saying out wat i feel..
(though there's still a lot i couldn't say.. =P)
n lots lots more..
at least i'm a different man from whom i was 2 yrs ago..
at least i can look back now..
and say..i dun regret noeing the pple i noe..
hm.. =)
today's the new start of my life..
when i must become more independent n mature..
taking responsibility in life..
not running away and hiding from things i must do..
my mum's going to be discharged from hospital in the afternoon..
n this whole week..
i will take care of her.. =)
Monday, May 17, 2004
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1 comment:
i like this post :) "i will take care of her" :D
meow
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